I lie awake at night for you.

Thursday, August 31, 2006

today is a bad day.
had lots of things on my mind.
sorry if i snapped at anyone today.
was distracted during interaction.
sitting outside the library,
raining, and talking brought back memories.
different people, different place,
same memories, same time.

teachers' day celebrations today.
reminded of all the great teachers i had at kcp.
ms joseph, cikgu normah,
and arwah cikgu tuminah.
i miss them so much,
especially arwah cikgu tuminah.
she really believed in me,
and she was my main source of motivation
while mugging for psle.
she told me that i had the potential to be the
highest malay scorer for psle in kcp,
and i did.
im like crying now,
because thinking about my malay grade,
a pathetic c5.
malay was my forte in kcp,
and the two cikgus taught me well,
so how could i slip down to a c5?
i think they would be disappointed if they knew.

where did i go wrong,
i lost a friend
somewhere along in the bitterness
and i would have stayed up with you all night
had i known how to save a life

if there's no one beside you,
when your soul embarks,
then I'll follow you into the dark

sometimes the hardest thing
and the right thing are the same

what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away

i remember waiting for you to come
remember waiting for you to call.
remember waiting there to find nothing at all.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 5:55 PM.

Monday, August 28, 2006

guess what i'm doing now
haha.
i'm lifting weights (:
dunno why.
my sister's weights.
for her rock climbing thingy thingy.

ever since my sister got her
quote "mack-keen-torsh"
she has been forever on her laptop.
but never mind.
that means me and kak sarah got two computers to ourselves (:
very good.
haha. yupps, yupps

today had science test.
hmmm, okay okay lah.
today during morning reading thingy,
quickly quickly read my damn long passage
then revised my science.
didnt even understand half of the passage.
got alot of difficult words, sia.

tomorrow's the meet-the-parents session.
thank god my mother is not seeing mr lim,
seeing mdm nur instead.
actually my mother wanted to see him,
then got appointed to mdm nur.
yeahh! haha
hope mdm nur will say positive positive things about me.
and not the negative ones,
like me always trying to communicate with fatimah across the classroom.
hehheh.
and thankfully my mother not seeing cikgu mahani.
or else cikgu will say that i always talk english in class.
hehheh. dots.
she might even comment on the way i sit.
cis! haha.
she always say to me,
"diana, duduk betul-betul boleh, tak"
hehhs.

today i'm like having so many new songs (:
yayy. more songs to load into my mp3.
nice nice songs (:
i was browsing letssingit
then just look look for new artists and new songs.
got some songs i didnt know about also.
so many (:
many nickelback songs,
miss murder by afi,
the way you are by the afters,
karena wanita by ada band.
i love the fray!
haha. yupps.
they got alot of nice songs (:
and no promises by shane ward.
at first i thought a woman was singing the song.
hahah
but the song's nice (:

then my mother said that my test results come out already.
so fast!
one day only, hars?
anyway,
doctor say must eat iron pills.
then mother said that when i eat the iron pills,
must eat alot of vegetables, fruits and drink lotsa water.
or else later got constipation /:
eee. i hate constipation.
haha.
must screw up the face just to shit.
haha.
listening to no promises right now.
hehheh.
explored youtube and found out that the
cedar ndp video was uploaded there.
hehhhehs. didnt know that.

see eunice, fatimah.
yall ask me to update,
so now im updating (;
good girl.
fatimah!
i want to pet your head!
hahaha.
get ready for the debate (:

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 6:38 PM.

Friday, August 25, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE TAN HUI EN!
aik aik aik aik

weunice is 13!
didnt know what to buy her though,
nevermind, tomorrow shall go out
and buy her something.
hehheh (:
belated birthday present.

today was damn erghhh,
especially during first period.
erhh!
wasnt even listening to her drone on.
i was like scribbling scribbling in my notebook
pen running out of ink already.
hmph.
all because of that person
cis!
i was damn frust lahh.
i ask her where she get that angle from,
then she tell me to minus blah blah blah.
i dont even understand one single thing!
she say she get angle a
by minusing things from angle b and angle c.
but where the hell was angle c?
and now i cant even do my bloody homework,
because i dont understand.
great.
and science test is on monday.
and i havent studied at all.
tried studying just now,
but my headache ahh, wah piang!
some more today i fasting,
so cannot eat medicine.
more teruk, sia

and today,
me and azilah was making fun of that person
during that person's lesson
haha.

yvonne told us some things,
and it was abit obvious it was ramya.
but ramya still denied it.
haiyoh.
just admit it!

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 6:58 PM.

Friday, August 18, 2006

i was on youtube, looking out for new videos
from p!atd or something and guess what i found?

OH MY GOD.
WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TO?

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 6:41 PM.

haha. before i was interrupted,
yes yes.
ashwiyni wrote that herself.
she abit cuckoo already.
yahh. i wouldnt admit that i was spastic,
if i were her.
people would look at her weird. haha.
what was i talking about ahh?

trisha is being spastic.
trisha is being a retard.
trisha is being a goon.
i'm trisha by the way if you didnt know.

haha. wah piangs.
trisha finally admitted that she is spastic.
haha.
im going to go for tomorrow's home school link thingy thingy.
haha. who else going?
ashy and eunice going.
fatimah not going though, sad.
ashy is a fool.

DIANA -WHATEVER- YOUR- FULL -NAME- IS !
omegosh ! you are so B,LEAHBLEAH ANNOYING qq!!!!
im notspasticcccc !!!!!!
(i think)
&excuse me woman i dont type like that k.
pffffffy/ :(

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 4:07 PM.

hello.
im in the comp lab now.
ash rocks.
haha. whatever. that was ashwiyni talking crap.
haha. and she pressed the publish post button,
but obviously, i stopped the blog from publishing.
haha. im smart, yes i know (:
harhar.
the specs gave us cheesecake? haha
it wasnt really a cheesecake
it was just like lumps of a melted cheesecake.
but it was damn nice (:
haha. i like i like (:

ashwiyni is being a retard
ashwiyni is being spastic.
ashwiyni is being a goondu.
haha, yes. true, true.
guess what?
ashwiyni typed that herself.
wad the crap

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 4:02 PM.

hello.
im in the comp lab now.
ash rocks
y7

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 4:02 PM.

Thursday, August 17, 2006

rod is over.
all the things that we've planned so hard for
is over.
the letters were all so creative,
unlike mine.
hmm. felt bad once i got a look of their letters.
when i read the letters,
i cried while reading one.
and it was the last one i was reading.
and the rod performance was nice (:
it was so touching when the alpha specs
said that they were proud of us
after we finished singing the song.

and TRISHA DARLENE LIM HUI has my song on her blog (:
haha. it's nice, i know i know.
hehheh.

yesterday had ipw presentation.
it was so-so.
miss poon asked alot of questions, though.
then before the presentation, there was maths.
mr lim popped his head into the classroom and said
"yall have ipw presentation later right?
i let yall discuss your ipw"
that was so kind lah.
i was with rachel at that point and she said
"omg i love him"
haha. not in that way.
but because me and rachel very stress about ipw.
then he gave us free time to do,
so we were so grateful. (:

hmm. shant say anything else about today.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 7:00 PM.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

some things in life are meant to be let go.
but how i wished,
that it lasted longer.
it's too early for me to let go.

everywhere i go,
everything i see,
i'm reminded of the memories.
good ones,
bad ones,
anytime i'm with them.

them cutting the strings,
were like cutting a part of me inside.
i know they're not gone forever.
but it sure feels like it.

show me what it’s like
to be the last one standing
and teach me wrong from right
and I’ll show you what I can be

you won't ever get too far from me.

wherever you go,
i will be waiting
whenever you call,
i will be there
whatever it takes,
i'll make your darkest days so bright

berat rasa hatiku tinggalkan dirinya
dan demi waktu
yang bergilir di sampingmu
maafkanlah diriku
sepenuh hatimu

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 7:53 PM.

Monday, August 07, 2006

dream on Saturday,
so weird.
it's spooking me,
and it was so random.
i mean,
what the heck was i doing in vietnam?
but it was so... true.
all she said in the dream,
so true.
but i forgot most of the dream.
whoa. dreams are weird.
i mean if you cry in your dream,
does it mean you cry in real life?
because tears were streaming down my face when i woke up.

oh yah,
i wrote a poem about dreams during malay class.
so weird.

hmmm.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 10:28 PM.

Thursday, August 03, 2006

hello, am in crush now.
instead of going to the forum, i'm blogging instead.
the 1-pee ncc people saw the ndp rehearsal abit.
haha. we went peeping!

anyway, now geography abit more interesting.
cause now we learning about the volcanoes, and the GMT!
Greenwich! Reminds me of the time when the family was at Greenwich, itself!
If I were at home, I would upload a picture.
But now I'm in school, so cannot.

yesterday's parade was alright.
had interaction.
all the favourite ics all came out,
and zura finally admitted.

yesterday's singapore idol was okay-okaylah.
i'm going to critic all of them now.
paul twohill totally destroyed the very very nice oasis song.
rahimah rahim was okay-okay.
mathilda's performance was her personal best
nurul's performance, foo-yoh! loved it.
joakim's performance was one of his best, also.
jon leong's performance rocks! and his voice is damn sexy!
haha.
jay lim's performance was quite boring, though.
hady mirza, whooo,whoo!!!
he so rocks, he has me supporting him all the way.
jasmin tye. oh my god!
wannabe? when i first found out she singing, wahlao. i wanted to scream!

and i'd rather watch rockstar:supernova.
actually i did watch it,
during joakim and paul and jasmine's performances.
haha.
the rockstars rock so much more!

i'll have to log off now, since its 3.30pm.
and crush finishes now.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 3:14 PM.